My Life Story about true Friendship

To those who don't particularly know me, I am DFS (DaRkFiReStAr). I actually don't really know about myself clearly. Ever since I was younger I would lie to myself to lie about being someone I'm not, but as I grew up I found out that was bad. The reason I did that was because I hated making people mad or sad, I became really guilty so I never show my mad side to people because they would be really offended. SO I only showed people my sad side. But then I met the girl in elementary school. She said she moved form Hawaii. Another thing about me was I always usually showed my nice side to people and became friends with them very quickly within a short period of time. Anyway so at first I was like this is going to be easy. But I was surely wrong. When I said hi, she said hi but when she did something I said why did you do that, and she would jump up in my face saying why you got a problem. I was so shocked to see someone actually talk to me like that. The part that was also weird was that I actually was offended but instead I began to laugh. I wasn't the one laughing it was my side I didn't like to show people. The mean, weird  and sometimes crazy side. I was awoken from my slumber. 
then in the beginning of middle school, I met this other girl. She was nice, there was no exception she was, but I didn't understand why now so many people hate her just because of her opinion. i just think these days people are too sensitive to understand true meaning behind many things. Anyways so I don't remember who started the conversation but we did talk. After awhile we became great friends, when I broke my leg she carried my stuff to my classes because I couldn't carry them myself. After knowing her so long I felt something else, I felt this weird sensation of happiness like I never felt before. More of my brain seeming to wake up form its slumber as well. Then i actually began to not talk to people and be their friend without meaning but to talk everything with my hearts content. She also helped me.
Then I met this other girl. She was sometimes slow and clumsy (may even be ditsy). But she would always be optimistic, if she was pessimistic I don't know she seemed like all joy and happiness either way. Her "ditsy" side helped me laugh on my sad days and gave me a reason to talk to her more. So we became friends through music and through true friendship. She opened my true funny side to be optimistic whenever you can.
Another girl I met was in the second year of 7th grade. She was also  Korean, like me. I thought that was a good reason to be her friend. I felt really bad not being able to find out what she helped me out with so during this whole year I began my adventure. I thought about things whenever I could. She was smart but that surely didn't rub off me, I wish it did. Something else it felt like a dark mist. It was my alter ego the evil side of me. That was when I found out I was weird and evil and some points but I had no clue how to express it. She awoken my Dark side.
So many people that helped me along in my life. But I can't believe they will move, I mean they will someday right? So I just have to be strong and keep myself the way I am now. Different, I am the one person in the world that you will never find anywhere else. I will miss you guys. Thank You....Megz, Kiki, Zemi, and Sarbear. :)