Monday, March 31, 2014

ANOTHER POEM. . . I Wrote for my parents! ! !

During times that I fall apart,
like a puzzle,
you put me back together.

When I feel sad and down,
like a miracle you heal me.

Sometimes when I need someone there to help me,
like batman and robin you stay by my side.

When I'm lost,
like golden thread,
you show me out of the maze.
During bumpy, confusing roads in life,
like a GPS you guide me.


When I feel nervous or scared,
like a bug catcher,
you catch the butterflies.

During big events in my life,
you are always there to support me.

Even during times where I'm happy and joyful,
you still do the job you do best,
being great parents!


Love you GUYS!!!!!

Love from ,
DFS

Bleh~~~~~

I had so much food. . . Probably the shortest post I posted on my blog~

Sorry >.<
with
DaRkFiReStAr

Sunday, March 30, 2014

I don't want you to. . .Not Read This

So one big topic today is Christianity, God isn't God, there are other Gods out there, so why should I believe in this one God. . . . Yeah I'm not here to change you to a christian, I'm not supposed to do that, because I know that some people aren't ready, I'm not either I still have so many things I have to overcome, but hey I'm still a "beginner." I've been a christian all my life but all my life I have been very insecure abut my self, I had temptations that I felt that, I couldn't overcome. I also judged people without knowing it. My church I was at they never hurt my feelings like at least didn't really, really hurt me. They just kind of kept me out of things which made me really sad. I slowly went to church not looking forward to God, but talking to my cousin or a friend. Just days where I could avoid the people. I guess I converted churches with this new church and I go there right now. I went there when they were going to have a retreat. I cried ALOT those few days. I saw visions and I got closer to God. 

But I'm not here to talk about a testimony, I'm here to ask, Why don't you believe in God? Why don't you see that he loves you and wants you to know that he is there? I'm not saying anyone is stupid or bad or judging anyone about not believing in God, but I really don't know why but I want to introduce them to God. I remember someone said to ask God to light a poster on fire, if God was real. . . Don't test God, even Jesus said that in the Bible, in Matthew 4:1-11 (It's about Jesus and temptation). I really didn't know what to say. Every time I talk about God, they just goes mayhem on me. . Why is he the only God, why should I believe if Science doesn't prove it. . . I will prove it for you instead. . 

Here read this.

http://www.everystudent.com/features/isthere.html

It explains some things that I can't explain very well, I'm not really a talker.  It's not my thing to save people, It's not my Job nor is it the church's, its Jesus's job. . . 
Did you know everyone is already saved, because we are all God's precious children!
Bu hey what do I know. . .

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Movies with Emotions

So I don't think it's just me but I have so many things I have to say about movies its like OMG TOO MUCH INFORMATION MAKE IT STOP!!! Kind of thingy. . .

LIST of MOVIE THINGS:
1. Sad movies make you cry.
Okay I cry a lot because of movies whether it's because of a douche bag remembering who he used to really love and the girl being like its too late now, and then in the end they actually get back together. Or because its just that good.

2. Funny movies make you feel like your lungs/stomach are about to explode!
Okay so I like laughing and its fun until its too funny and its just that you can't not stop laughing. . .also the sad movies another thing in the end it looks like you are having a tough time through a break up, your eyes are all puffy and your nose is all runny, its like STUPID ALLERGIES HOW DARE YOU >.<

3. Scary Movies will make your heart literally stop. . .
Its a miracle that I'm still alive, because scary movies usually scare the s%*# out of me. . . trying to keep this PG. . . some how. You know afterwards your just like 














DEMONS DON'T POSSESS ME, and usually it is the time your like oh my God please look after me as I go to sleep oh Jesus watch me and love me. .


4. When the character is about to do something embarrassing
I guess I am sympathetic for characters that do the most stupidest thing or something, because when the character is about to do something embarrassing I get embarrassed some how like "why would you do that" "no you will get hurt" You know things that will make your heart start talking for you -_-

5. Movies with "true events"
Well this isn't just for scary movies but with sad movies like Hachioko, (IDK how to spell it, hahahaha sorry) Its just sad like so sad I'm over her with a kabajillion tears. . . TTTTT^TTTTT

6. Scary Movies and Anything Bathroom Related. . . .
Hahaha ever since I was a kid whenever I watched a scary movie, I could never use the restroom, I would be so flippin' scared of the mirror, the toilet, the curtains, looking behind me, the walls, all kind of stuff. Anything bathroom related after a scary movie is scary as s*%#. . . . Yeah

7. Dogs v.s. Humans
No offense Will Smith but when Sam died, everyone has to admit it was sadder than when you sacrificed yourself for the cure for the zombies. . . I Am Legend reference. . . Yeah Sam was trying to save the Dr. but you know he got bitten and the other dogs bit him and yeah. . . .the Doggy died TT^TT

8. Movies with too much Sex. . . 
This is anything that is bloody or with a lot of gore, It seems to be advertising sex. . . The one girl is like no Jack I will never let g . . . Lol wrong movie (Titanic). . . . The one girl is like Can You feel the loveeee~ tonight. . .  Still wrong movie (The Lion King). . . Last one I promise. . . . That one girl who is like lets go to that room and just F*** each other until the monster or ghost thingy appears to kill us, where I will scream like crazy as you die and I run away like 2 miles per hour. . . Im over here like WTF is going on in your brain. . . 

9. Those life story movies. . 
There okay but I didn't really watch them that much like the movie about the guy who made Facebook, and Steve Jobs will also have a movie I guess "dedicated" to him. . .Stuff like that. . . I'm okay with those kinds of movies. . . 

10. Noises in Scary Movies
Why would you go closer to that door when you know you heard some kind of crazy noise coming from it. . . Its like hey Dora go find the demonic doll who is trying to kill us. 
Dora: Can you click the demonic girl from the ring!
WSP: YEah! ( Opens door)
OH NO! ! !IM DYING! ! ! HELP ME ANYONE! ! !
*chirp chirp chirp*
Me: *facepalm to brick wall*

Yeah well this is my top ten list of Movie stuff I know I know. .  I should always try to keep updating my blog. . . I need to. . Its really fun and addicting and fun writing for random strangers (friends) who like what I write about. . KAY BYEEEEE!!!!!!!!
Oh Snapped by,
DaRkFiReStAr




Monday, March 24, 2014

Screw the Blog

Screw you new blog that I don't even post on. Ha! It was useless for me to make it, but I like it, so I might keep it. . . . . I'm a horder!!!!!! Anyways I didn't get accepted to my Magnet Program, so screw you Discovery, no one said I can't succeed in life without you.

Yeah I went to Regional Science Fair, it was okay-ish I guess I got Blisters from my flats. . . wait isn't this a post on the screwed up blog, OH WELL.

Yeah MEGZZZARINA HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SUNSHINES ARE COOL, HALF THE TIME, BUT MOST OF THE TIME IT IS BETTER COMING OUT OF A NARWHAL OR A UNICORN, EITHER ONE IS FINE. THEY ARE BOTH COOLLLLLLLIO!

So bye!
Otaku Power

EHHHH I MESSED UP <------- ITS PURPLE IM A DINOSAUR! ! ! ! RAWRRRRRRRR! 

Why don't they spell dinosaur, . , . , .  dinasaur I would then be an awesome speller!

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Interviews for Magnet Programs

Soooooooooo I went to my Magnet Program Interview today, and I was all like "Nope I can't go I won't go!" I texted people saying pray for me =). So they were like good luck and my OS (older sister) sent me a verse in the bible Joshua 8:1 I think it was or 1:8 sorry I don't remember because when I came back home I wen't right to sleep. 

Anyways back to the main thing I'm here for, I was there and I saw 2 other Asians of course I know them, they went to my old church. But I hate them, like I feel like they are judging me but they aren't. . . atleast I don't think they are  maybe I'm just intimidated by them BAMMMM *mind BLOWN*

Wait still not right, umm at the interview I was waiting very very very nervous, then all of a sudden the lady comes in, "Oh we can't do interview today, the firefighters told us to evacuate the building because there is a gas leak."

Me: WTF DID YOU MAKE ME COME HERE FOR, YOU JUST WANTED ME TO GET A HEART ATTACK OR SOMETHING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. *pulls out hair*

*calmer* Why did they do this to mehhhh TT^TT

But its all good as long as I keep praying about everything I should be fine. =)